its been a while since ive written in here.  college is going well, i actually like my classes and work is great, i love the lil 3 yr olds i work with.  i still love having my own apartment, with jamie of course, more than anything.  i need to go grocery shopping tho, haha ( Read more... )

so its late, and i cant sleep.  i love having my own place sooo much, with jamie of course.  im a lil stressed with money right now, its just going to take time to make sure that everything works out ok. cuz if it doesnt, im screwed.  i am so proud of everything i did for myself over the summer.  i loved the camps so much, and i miss working with ( Read more... )

i love college.  i love my apartment.  i miss my family!

i move my stuff in my apartment tomorrow!!  i can't wait.  camp is over, today was the last day, and it was awesome!!!  that was a quick 9 weeks of camp.

4 yrs today mom, i love you and miss you just the same...

this is the last week of camp, now im starting to get sad...justin, my site director, gave me two challenging campers plus the position of head counselor...lets see how this week goes, and if i have any hair left, and how many bruises i have, ha.  i cant believe another summers gone by...wow ( Read more... )

kelly clarkson rocks my world.  the concert was amazing.

im saying a special prayer for you and your family.  be strong.  ive been in your shoes, and i know its hard, im here if there is anything i can do...

why do i feel like nothing i do is ever good enough for my family...i think im more selfish than i think...i thought that having 2 almost full time jobs, adding up to close to 70 hrs a week,  plus taking a night class meant that my family understood that i would not be home most of the time, and that it would almost be like living at school.  but ( Read more... )

wake up. camp.  lowes.  late dinner.  sleep.

wake up. camp.  class.  late dinner.   sleep.

wake up. camp.  lowes. late dinner.   sleep.

(( repeat ))

my life is so boring.  i feel lonely inside...

i miss niu.  i hope i meet someone special this year...

     nothing tastes as sweet

as what i can't have...

im not happy, but im content :)

thats how my summer is so far.