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its been a while since ive written in here. college is going well, i actually like my classes and work is great, i love the lil 3 yr olds i work with. i still love having my own apartment, with jamie of course, more than anything. i need to go grocery shopping tho, haha.
anyways, i was looking at some old pics last night of my three younger siblings. my mom always took pics of greg and i when we were little, but she didnt take pics of the younger three. im glad that i did, i have a whole mini bin full of pics of them when they were little. they are sooo cute and i can remember the events for each pic, almost. lol. it made me think about how much our lives have changed in the past 6ish years. 6 years ago i was still living with my mom at our old house, and we still talked to my dad. i babysat all the time, and katie and i were inseperable. i meant so much to the younger three back then, even greg who is 3 yrs younger than me. i was with them so much, i practically raised them for those rough 2-3 years. now we dont have our parents and we live with my aunt and uncle, they are 8, 10, and 11, and greg is almost 18, they were too little to remember how much i did for them, or even much of our parents, and now im just the older sister away at college. it makes me miss those days but i know how much better off they are now. i love my family so much, and now that im older and more independant and ive chosen to be at school more than home, i miss them a lot. i love being on my own, and i know that 6 years ago, i didnt think i would ever leave my family. its weird how so many things can change in such short time. i feel like that was a whole lifetime ago, and ive changed so much since then...
i never thought i would want to go away for school, and now its my senior year. ill still have another year after this, but time really flies...i dont have the patience for school anymore tho. i get so bored sitting in my class thats an hour and 15 mins. i dont know how i made it through years of 8 hr days. haha. im really really going to miss some of my friends who ive become so close with that are done after this year. i should be done too, but i switched majors so late, ill be here next year too.
anyways, i think im done ranting in here. ha, just some thoughts. im finally starting to feel better...stupid pneumonia. well, i hope this weekend is as fun as i think its going to be!!
anyways, i was looking at some old pics last night of my three younger siblings. my mom always took pics of greg and i when we were little, but she didnt take pics of the younger three. im glad that i did, i have a whole mini bin full of pics of them when they were little. they are sooo cute and i can remember the events for each pic, almost. lol. it made me think about how much our lives have changed in the past 6ish years. 6 years ago i was still living with my mom at our old house, and we still talked to my dad. i babysat all the time, and katie and i were inseperable. i meant so much to the younger three back then, even greg who is 3 yrs younger than me. i was with them so much, i practically raised them for those rough 2-3 years. now we dont have our parents and we live with my aunt and uncle, they are 8, 10, and 11, and greg is almost 18, they were too little to remember how much i did for them, or even much of our parents, and now im just the older sister away at college. it makes me miss those days but i know how much better off they are now. i love my family so much, and now that im older and more independant and ive chosen to be at school more than home, i miss them a lot. i love being on my own, and i know that 6 years ago, i didnt think i would ever leave my family. its weird how so many things can change in such short time. i feel like that was a whole lifetime ago, and ive changed so much since then...
i never thought i would want to go away for school, and now its my senior year. ill still have another year after this, but time really flies...i dont have the patience for school anymore tho. i get so bored sitting in my class thats an hour and 15 mins. i dont know how i made it through years of 8 hr days. haha. im really really going to miss some of my friends who ive become so close with that are done after this year. i should be done too, but i switched majors so late, ill be here next year too.
anyways, i think im done ranting in here. ha, just some thoughts. im finally starting to feel better...stupid pneumonia. well, i hope this weekend is as fun as i think its going to be!!