My birth day is coming up in two days, and I really don't care. I was supposed to go to the Cape for the weekend with my friends, but we decided to cancel, so now I will do nothing for my birth day. I don't know if I'm fine with that, I think I am, but I'm not sure. I've never been much of a celebrator anyways. What I really want to do is just go ( Read more... )

That I tried harder in high school. Being in a really difficult college and getting good grades there has made me realize how easy high school was. I could've gotten all A's or mostly A's and gotten a weighted GPA of 4 if I knew how to do it. School is mostly about approach and strategy. I've had to learn that to survive in college. There are ( Read more... )

For some reason I feel like distancing myself from the world. It's annoying, because it's completely adverse to my real feelings. For some reason I just want to be alone, but I really want to embrace and be embraced. But I've resolved myself to start ignoring all of my old friends. I don't know why, it doesn't make sense, and is completely ( Read more... )

I have been using my hatred as a defense mechanism. Oh how powerful has my hatred grown in the years. I wonder if it'll ever completely destroy the good in me. It's already began to taint my purity, but there is still a metaphysical wall that blocks my hatred from direct access to my goodness. That wall is my dreams. As long as I have those, I'm ( Read more... )

I was overreacting during my last post. My grades aren't too bad, although I got my first B-. I now have even more motivation to succeed now. I just can't wait to get back to school to work my ass off again. I'm in my element while I'm working towards a goal ( Read more... )

I got a few of my finals back today, not good. My GPA which was only a 3.32 to begin with and will decrease within a matter of days. This pretty much means I can't do what I want to do in life. In order to go into my career field, you need a 3.5 GPA minimum. My GPA will probably go down to about a 3.2 after I get all of my grades back. That means I ( Read more... )

I've been reading this forum for a while, but I just now have registered. I felt the need to make a post for some reason.. This may be long ( Read more... )

I think I've lost all capacity to feel sympathy. I'm glad..

Back to school again.. it isn't as bad as I anticipated, but I still will have to get used to it. This semester will probably go by quickly. The classes seem enjoyable too and I don't think the workload will be that bad.

I can't wait to get back home though, college is incredibly overrated, but whatever it is all the same I guess..

Eh, winter break is over and I have to go back now. I don't really feel like going, but I will probably get used to college again after a couple of days. Oh well they say college goes by pretty quickly.