(i promise) i will never make another promise again. and i will never ask anyone to promise anything to me.
everything was meant to be broken.

i know your secrets.

this is wasting my time. goodbye people. hope you all are happy and have a good life.

we drove around in the pickup truck smoking joint after joint with the windows up, classical music turned up high. there is no one i'd rather have been with then those two. so i'm smiling for good sex, true blunts, and the boy with curly brown hair and dark blue eyes i met recently. and i'm frowning for throwing up all night, waking up cold and ( Read more... )

you are pushing me away more than ever before. i hope you are happy. i really really do. in fact, that's the wish i made on the shooting star i saw christmas eve. that no matter who you were with or where you were, you were happy ( Read more... )

i am not sure if i am going to give this up or not. seems like i don't care anymore, and there is no one left to make me, no one that cares here at all. such is life. so i guess i won't talk about my day or the person i have a major crush on or what i've been up to lately. it's christmas eve and i feel empty. i hope you all get what you wished for ( Read more... )

i haven't been out of my house in days but now i'm going to where i feel safe ( Read more... )

over the past week i haven't slept, and i've written pages and pages all about him. i almost want to scream that i would do anything but i've already said that before and look where i am now. i cried but no tears came out, i screamed the birth and the death. it's not so cold this winter. but my hands are freezing because no one is here to touch me ( Read more... )

i heard all the unasked questions behind our voices, we sugarcoated the truth and made it seem like we weren't too lonely. but i've learned to accept it, as i've said. like you told me to. i could go on and write about many the many nothings that ran through my head. but i won't waste your time, or mine. it's cold and dark and he said he wanted to ( Read more... )

i dreamed about something that made me happy tonight, a nice change because usually dreams haunt me. but i couldn't sleep. i kept waking up. yesterday we wrapped up in blankets and smoked blount after blount late into the night, feeling the cold air come in through the window. you held my hand so hard it hurt. you looked really cute in my grandpa's ( Read more... )

the look in his eyes. his hand laced through my fingers. it was cold, but we didn't feel it. sitting on a park bench. i don't even mind that you smoke cigarettes. all day was bus rides and blounts and kisses and warm hugs. the sun stains his hair brighter at the tips. i am retreating away from my past. it hurts so much less. after his touch i am ( Read more... )

balkcom came into town and we smoked some dank herb and choked on peppermint schnapps. i blame it all on him. this weekend (starting friday) has been sic. :) wow. i have to go do some business now...
i am wearing a charlie chaplin shirt = <3