i am not who i was.
you are pushing me away more than ever before. i hope you are happy. i really really do. in fact, that's the wish i made on the shooting star i saw christmas eve. that no matter who you were with or where you were, you were happy.
"Merry Christmas....I don't think we should see each other anymore."
blow me.
did he break it off because he thinks i'm still in love with jess? who knows. but he is wrong. i am ready to move on. i was in love with him. but things change. not that i don't remember the boy i did love. he was amazing. we were amazing together. but i changed and he changed and we grew and lived and loved and lied.
jonathan please hurry and come over. i need to dissappear. take me away from this house. this lonely fucking house.
i am screaming but no one will listen.
TAGGED BY LIZZIE:
List 7 songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.
1."Slow Motion"-Third Eye Blind
2."Get Low"- Ying Yang Twins
3."White Wedding"-Billy Idol
4."Behind Blue Eyes"-The Who
5."Not an addict"-Fiona Apple
6. "Wonderwall"-Cat Power
7."Silent All These Years"-Tori Amos
"Merry Christmas....I don't think we should see each other anymore."
blow me.
did he break it off because he thinks i'm still in love with jess? who knows. but he is wrong. i am ready to move on. i was in love with him. but things change. not that i don't remember the boy i did love. he was amazing. we were amazing together. but i changed and he changed and we grew and lived and loved and lied.
jonathan please hurry and come over. i need to dissappear. take me away from this house. this lonely fucking house.
i am screaming but no one will listen.
TAGGED BY LIZZIE:
List 7 songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.
1."Slow Motion"-Third Eye Blind
2."Get Low"- Ying Yang Twins
3."White Wedding"-Billy Idol
4."Behind Blue Eyes"-The Who
5."Not an addict"-Fiona Apple
6. "Wonderwall"-Cat Power
7."Silent All These Years"-Tori Amos