making love on a park bench in the middle of winter
over the past week i haven't slept, and i've written pages and pages all about him. i almost want to scream that i would do anything but i've already said that before and look where i am now. i cried but no tears came out, i screamed the birth and the death. it's not so cold this winter. but my hands are freezing because no one is here to touch me.
and there is this boy i've known since i was in elementary school and now he touches me dirty. i remember laughing aloud from sheer joy and him silencing me with a kiss.
christmas makes me feel even more lonely.
i'll always love you. even as i tear your fucking throat away.
yeah, you can crawl inside me but i'll still be empty.
and there is this boy i've known since i was in elementary school and now he touches me dirty. i remember laughing aloud from sheer joy and him silencing me with a kiss.
christmas makes me feel even more lonely.
i'll always love you. even as i tear your fucking throat away.
yeah, you can crawl inside me but i'll still be empty.