yesterday/last night was fucking amazing.
i must've met jesus four times.
i'll spare the details for now... but maybe more later. :)

my vision is blurry but i can see him from my window. a screen seperates our lips. in my head we sleep.his jacket warm around my shoulders, wet dog nose wakes me up. i think i may have had to much to drink. having friends is a big risk. you are at risk of being fucked over and hurt. just taste it.
I climbed your arms ( Read more... )

today we talked about how we should never expect the other to be there when we wake up. it's the safest never to assume. because it's a long way down. lately i've come to alot of realizations. i wish i could sleep. a pretty girl smiled at me today... i told her to have a beautiful life. but didn't ask her name. for the first time since i can ( Read more... )

sarah mclachlan is a fucking goddess. i am about to go take the TABE test...for like 3 hours. ugh. well my throat is constricting and i'm having really weird thoughts about things i need not mention. i just realized my shirt and belt match perfectly..how delightful. my brain is freaking out right now. it's kinda nice. ok. i really can't handle ( Read more... )

Why do I keep looking out the window expecting someone to come. Exhale the smoke and it floats past the drawer where I hid your picture. I am wearing his hat on backwards and my pants have stars sewn between the threads. This music with this herb is kicking my ass. Haha. “Cotton Eye Joe” is the funniest song buhhhhhh. Woo! The roads are wet and I ( Read more... )

"I'm dying tomorrow ( Read more... )

+ jonathan coming over and bringing me presents ( Read more... )

I don't even feel it ( Read more... )

when things go wrong for me, it just gets worse ( Read more... )

today turned out to be a very good day. i went to see him and it was just as amazing as always. i love to look at his face. can't get enough of those green eyes. i had so much to say but now it's all i can do to breathe.
but they all leave a stain in the end, don't they?
"but it was only in my head because no one ever says ( Read more... )