wash your dirty mouth!

Dec 02, 2005 13:24

when things go wrong for me, it just gets worse.
yes, i am in love with him.
yes, i am okay.
no, i'm not very happy overall.
i'm not looking for sympathy.
he knows i'm a strong girl and i can handle whatever life throws at me.
but that doesn't mean i'd rather be with him.
but the final epiphany was that i knew we were just too fucked. we want two different things out of life.
i'll never forget all the little things.
but for now, we both find ourselves in someone elses arms.
and enjoying it.
pull my internal organs out on a string.
one hit leads to another.
i have been hanging out with some old friends lately, blake and ross and charles and kadar....and surprisingly, juliet.
we've come far enough to realize kisses with silly little boys don't matter anymore...
sure, things are'nt the same...but i'm okay with where we are. just....neutral.
i need my inspiration to come wake me by throwing rocks at my window, and let the flash bounce off his smiling face.
this is me, trying to change a world a photo at a time.
by the way, i dropped out of school. going to get my g.e.d. in january.
i need a big change.
i'm so glad i don't have to see all the people i can't stand anymore.
"i never really hated the one true god, but the god of all the people i hated."-mm

STONEEEEEEEEEEED

Stoned with Safa:)
Sierra is so hardcore.
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