So, I haven't updated at all this year huh.. whoops! i guess i've been busy. Recap of the past few months ( Read more... )

So.. update on life... kris and i live together, which has been interesting.. tony broke my heart again, but i've thrown myself into new and exciting things which has helped a lot. I'm still working thursday-sunday, so come visit me fuckers! and going to school during the week. i'm pretty much completely sick of everything, and want to just quit. i ( Read more... )

why is it that right when you actually have a goal for your life. you know what you want to do, who you want to be... the "rest of your life" seems so far away and you want it to start tomorrow? life seems to be moving slowly these days.. i guess the saying is true "time flies when your having fun". i have many promises to go out this weekend.. so ( Read more... )

In September something happens in Kalamazoo. Stupid crazy traffic takes over all of our roads. I have started to feel my road rage taking over when i drive to and from class. All summer we just have to deal with the older people driving the actual speed limits on back roads. Now on top of that, we have many new students. Several of them are ( Read more... )

So my 6 day streak of work has turned into a 12 day stretch.. i'm exhausted. it took me an hour to roll out of bed after i woke up. i needed to run a bunch of errands and make like 4 phone calls today.. and i did none of them. i looked for a router, and bought more laundry detergent.. haven't done my laundry yet though. which i was hoping to do ( Read more... )

Friends of mine have oh so graciously reminded me that theres only a few weeks left of summer left.. meaning, 1 1/2 weeks left. Looking back on it, it was pretty average. I didn't really go anywhere, like I wanted to, or do anything special, like I wanted. I had many mental breakdowns, and am starting to really get my life in order.. or atleast ( Read more... )

So I love my new job at Bennigans.. its amazing. I love the people, i love the atmosphere, i love how the customers aren't all trash. Anyway. I have my evaluation in an hour. I'm kind of nervous, but I think I'll do okay. I'll atleast pass I think. My first serving day on my own is Thursday morning. So if your not busy, come up to Gull Rd. and ( Read more... )

I don't think I can handle being just his friend.. and that scares me, because i really am unsure if things are ever going to work out with us. i love him, and it doesn't matter at all cuz i can't control his thoughts.. and it hurts so much. i'm so sick of crying over him, and hoping.. waiting.. these are times that i really wish i was close to a ( Read more... )

My birthday officially started at Denny's. I was chillin with Laura, Mel, Eric, and this guy who got kicked out of denny's about a year ago for making his own nachos.. lmao. it was fun. i stayed up late, and slept in. Helped Maggie move out a bit, got a phone call from Bennigans setting up my second interview (i got the job btw) I have orientation ( Read more... )

my birthday is friday.. i just want it to be saturday and over already. cuz its going to suck.. no one took the day off.. so i will be spending it alone in my bed.. all day and all night. it makes me think of who my real friends are.. oh wait.. they're all on tour.. and by all, i mean i miss my pumpkin more than anything in the world right now. i' ( Read more... )