everyone else has updated... i figured i'd update too

[jesszkody]

So.. update on life... kris and i live together, which has been interesting.. tony broke my heart again, but i've thrown myself into new and exciting things which has helped a lot. I'm still working thursday-sunday, so come visit me fuckers! and going to school during the week. i'm pretty much completely sick of everything, and want to just quit. i stopped caring about a lot of things lol. i've been having a fabulous time though.. i hung out with people from work on friday.. good times.. good times.. frank and i had to open on saturday.. so rule number 1 was to not get wasted.... but i guess rules are meant to be broken.. lol. katie frank and i ended up at my place around 3 am. katie got sick, and pretty much the whole thing was hilarious. saturday night kris and i went party hopping.. we had 4 to go to.. we made it to 2.. lol. but i met a bunch of people at one, and i got an invite to another party on saturday.. its party time! lol. hm.. other than that.. school has been going well, this has been a good semester for me surprisingly. i still have millions of years until i graduate, but whos counting. i turn 21 in like 7 months. i can't fucking wait. i just wish my pumpkin would be here for the craziness, but i guess i'll just have to find more crazy people to go out with.. oh wait, they all work with me, score. i can't imagine leaving my job right now. i've started to close, now frank and i open on saturdays (lol.. why on earth angela thought that was a good idea, blows my mind.. it takes us forever to start doing anything productive, and even when we are productive, we're still fuckin around. lol but i sure do love the smoke breaks). oh yeah, i started smoking again.. whoops.. my bad. i leave for aruba in 13 days!!!!!!! I CANT WAIT! it's going to be one of the best weeks of my life i'm thinking. other than that.. my dad has officially cut me off. i am applying for financial aid this week, so hopefully i will be taking classes next semester... but i'm thinking i'm only going to go part time and try to work more and then go to school during the summer or something.. i'm not really sure.
i'm hating this weather. i'm not ready for winter at all.. i just remember last week.. when it was like 60 outside.. and now, theres a fucking blizzard.. damn michigan..

I wanna make a mess
I wanna blow off stress
I wanna stoke the fire
Just creatures for a while