when i hear your name, i get this weird, nauseaus, unpleasant, exciting, turned on feeling. all over. i dont know if i hate it or love it.

fucking christ i miss you

CHARLI JUDGE. I MISS YOU TERRIBLY.

i think i like aaron. only problem being that aaron only shows interest in me when hes been drinking. ehh...w/e. what can you do ( Read more... )

last night was fun. so was the night before. but last night was batter. def. =)

when i said it was just physical, i lied, but that doesnt matter anymore. i know what to do about that. what i cant fix is the fear i have that i think...i KNOW im going to lose your friendship, and thinking about that almost brings me to tears. i hate that ive gotten so attached to you. i hate that i care so much about you. i hate that i enjoy ( Read more... )

haha. i figured out what i want for my birthday, but im not telling you, so dont ask.

wtf my brother is repeating everything that anyone on the tv says...except with a british accent. its ridiculously annoying.

i love my life. minus the boy problem. thats fixable though, so no worries. :)

i love you. well, most of you

this weekend was great ( Read more... )

im so unhappy, and i hate it. i just want to smile. to really be happy for a little while and not worry about being judged or about ulterior motives or anything like that. i need to find someone...some PEOPLE that make me feel good about myself. people that show me that i matter ( Read more... )

i miss you wanting me. i miss texts from you about your fantasies. not just because thats hot, not just becasue youre hot, but because you made me feel more wanted than anyone else ive ever known. youll never read this, and thats fine. maybe its better that you dont know how i feel about you. i STILL want you, even with the knowledge that you dont ( Read more... )