i just need to type for a minute...

[jesskicks90]

i miss you wanting me. i miss texts from you about your fantasies. not just because thats hot, not just becasue youre hot, but because you made me feel more wanted than anyone else ive ever known. youll never read this, and thats fine. maybe its better that you dont know how i feel about you. i STILL want you, even with the knowledge that you dont want me. i STILL think about you a lot, i STILL look forward to seeing you more than i do any of my other friends, i STILL dream about you. you dont feel anything for me. i know youre not attracted to me. i dont care. as much as it hurts me at times, i want you. im attracted to you on more than just a physical level, and thats not going anywhere. i really dont mind getting hurt or used or manipulated. i think i bring a lot of it on myself. w/e. this is kinda starting not to make sense.

i dont care nemore

quick summary
-i want you
-you dont want me
-im ok with that
-im fine with just being frineds, but i still have feelings for you
-if you change your mind, im still here
-youre incredible