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im so unhappy, and i hate it. i just want to smile. to really be happy for a little while and not worry about being judged or about ulterior motives or anything like that. i need to find someone...some PEOPLE that make me feel good about myself. people that show me that i matter.
i hate myself. everything about me is disgusting. fuck you.
if you have something to say in response to this, i would recommend keeping it to yourself. i dont give a fuck if you disagree, i dont give a fuck if you agree, i dont give a fuck if you think this was posted for attention, i dont give a fuck if no one reads this. it wasnt posted for you, it was posted for me, on my liveJOURNAL, so go back to posting halfnaked pics of yourself on myspace, or hitting on 13 year old girls, or shopping for the newest shit, and keep your fucking opinions to yourselves.
i hate myself. everything about me is disgusting. fuck you.
if you have something to say in response to this, i would recommend keeping it to yourself. i dont give a fuck if you disagree, i dont give a fuck if you agree, i dont give a fuck if you think this was posted for attention, i dont give a fuck if no one reads this. it wasnt posted for you, it was posted for me, on my liveJOURNAL, so go back to posting halfnaked pics of yourself on myspace, or hitting on 13 year old girls, or shopping for the newest shit, and keep your fucking opinions to yourselves.