i know it's been a while since i updated and i'm sorry just been a lot going on lately ( Read more... )

Okay, well i kinda changed my mind. I was gonna update about what happened with Steven on wednesday afternoon, but i don't think i'm going too ( Read more... )

hey. i just wanted to let everyone know that i'm still around and i do have something to update on. I don't really have time right now b/c i have to be to class in about an hour, but i will say i don't have a job at the moment and i'm doing a lot to try and find a permanent position. Since i don't have a job at the moment though Steven came over ( Read more... )

i'm really bored. lol

Your Birthdate: July 23

With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them ( Read more... )

When everything happened I still had hope, i had a lot of hope ( Read more... )

Why when I think I'm doing alright and possibly okay do things get worse?
Why when I feel I have a reason to get up in the morning do things change?
Why do I feel that I can't take anything anymore.
I totally feel out of place everywhere and I feel like I'm bothering the people I'm around ( Read more... )

I talked to Steven last night after he got home from work. He signed online around 10:40 and i saw he signed on, but i wasn't going to IM him. The reason for that is b/c i'm trying my best not to talk to him even though i want to very much. He IMed me and just asked how everything was and he was telling me how he's getting a new talon (he has ( Read more... )

The other day Amy called me around 12:15 while i was at work and she left me a message and said she was just calling to see how i was doing and maybe we can hang out. I called her when i went on break and she didn't answer so i left her a message telling thanks for calling and i'd try and give her a call again when i got off. I called her around ( Read more... )

This song is kind of my song at the moment i guess you could say...

"I'd Do Anything"Another day is going by ( Read more... )