May 04, 2005 21:28
Why when I think I'm doing alright and possibly okay do things get worse?
Why when I feel I have a reason to get up in the morning do things change?
Why do I feel that I can't take anything anymore.
I totally feel out of place everywhere and I feel like I'm bothering the people I'm around.
At work I went off on a co-worker because of something she said.
I'm ready for a perm job, I'm tired of the ppl I work with, I'm tired of a lot of things.
I'm so confused right now.
I don't feel like myself.
I feel lonely.
I feel hurt.
I feel very emotionally unstable.
I feel like i'm sitting still while the world keeps on going.
I don't know anything right now...all i know is i'm hurting so much.
I just don't know...