time will tell...
The other day Amy called me around 12:15 while i was at work and she left me a message and said she was just calling to see how i was doing and maybe we can hang out. I called her when i went on break and she didn't answer so i left her a message telling thanks for calling and i'd try and give her a call again when i got off. I called her around 4:30 after i got off. We talked for a good 30 minutes about a lot of stuff. I'm really, really glad that she called b/c it made me feel a lot better knowing that she still wants to be friends with me and hang out with me.
While we were talking she told me what steven had told her about the situation. She said the thing that made her mad was that it was pretty much the same thing that John (her boyfriend) did to her when they broke up for a couple months. It was really nice talking to her b/c she knows how i feel and i know i can talk to her about the whole situation. She just keeps telling me to hang in there and time will tell. She also told me that after her and john stopped talking and stopped seeing each other it was then John called her and wanted to get back together. She told me that i should do my best not to see him and not to talk to him b/c then maybe he'll realize that he misses me and loves me and it's worth working through the problems. I totally agree with her and i'm doing my best not to talk to him or see him. it's really hard b/c i miss him so much. I have been trying to keep myself busy too.
I havee work and school during the week and then the weekend i try and find stuff to do so i'm not sitting around the house thinking about everything. Yesterday when i got off of work i went on a ride along with the Westminster State Police b/c i have a criminal justice class and i need to write a paper about it. After that Shannon met me and i babysat her kids so she could go skating with a couple of friends. I didn't get home until after midnight. Today i slept in b/c i was so tired from the long week and then laur and andy and i went out to Fudrucker's for dinner and then to the mall to shop for bathing suits and then Friendlys for ice cream. yummy!
So i'm def. trying my best, but it's very very hard. I love him so much and i miss him so much too. I just really hope everything works out and like Amy said...time will tell.
-jenni
I started Weight Watchers again and i lost 4 lbs this past week! :-) yay!
While we were talking she told me what steven had told her about the situation. She said the thing that made her mad was that it was pretty much the same thing that John (her boyfriend) did to her when they broke up for a couple months. It was really nice talking to her b/c she knows how i feel and i know i can talk to her about the whole situation. She just keeps telling me to hang in there and time will tell. She also told me that after her and john stopped talking and stopped seeing each other it was then John called her and wanted to get back together. She told me that i should do my best not to see him and not to talk to him b/c then maybe he'll realize that he misses me and loves me and it's worth working through the problems. I totally agree with her and i'm doing my best not to talk to him or see him. it's really hard b/c i miss him so much. I have been trying to keep myself busy too.
I havee work and school during the week and then the weekend i try and find stuff to do so i'm not sitting around the house thinking about everything. Yesterday when i got off of work i went on a ride along with the Westminster State Police b/c i have a criminal justice class and i need to write a paper about it. After that Shannon met me and i babysat her kids so she could go skating with a couple of friends. I didn't get home until after midnight. Today i slept in b/c i was so tired from the long week and then laur and andy and i went out to Fudrucker's for dinner and then to the mall to shop for bathing suits and then Friendlys for ice cream. yummy!
So i'm def. trying my best, but it's very very hard. I love him so much and i miss him so much too. I just really hope everything works out and like Amy said...time will tell.
-jenni
I started Weight Watchers again and i lost 4 lbs this past week! :-) yay!