One thing which has remained the same throughout the long passage of time:

Each night I stopped and stayed with the memories despite the ache, willing them to be constantly renewed, and whispered kitten into the darkness.

Ke rensai dek.

My life is quite different now, and yet much the same. Such is the way of life. As much as many things change, essentially there is quite a lot that remains.

Seeing the long story of my life being written out, I can not help but look back on the past and wonder if I should remain on the current path I am on.

Raykin for two weeks, suppose I can stay here for a little while.

Been writing things while in Makai. Not sure if I want to put them here, had half a mind to, so everyone would know what was going on.

Hnnnn... maybe later. Rest now.

I have spoken to many of you in person, as best I can. Words are often difficult for me. But I thought it prudent to leave something here as a sort of reminder for you to look back on when I am gone.

( A few small notes )

To anyone I've not told in person: I am leaving ( Read more... )

He was so happy, despite the damn superstitions and little worries, he really was finally fucking happy.

He deserved to be happy after all he's been through, this isn't right.

And fine, yes, I'm upset. I just don't know what to do with it.

It can't really be true...

This has to be some sort of nightmare.

Congratulations on getting another year older, brat.

Apparently I'm not sleeping, Genesis was right ( Read more... )

Well, I put myself out there, and now I find I really am as useless as I had thought before ( Read more... )