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Jul 11, 2007 10:37

I have spoken to many of you in person, as best I can. Words are often difficult for me. But I thought it prudent to leave something here as a sort of reminder for you to look back on when I am gone.


Tanji - You will be fine. I know you're not ready yet, neither is Makai. I will make it ready, you just focus on yourself. Stop panicking, you will be fine without me here.

Kino - You can keep him strong. I know the gift you have for him, I've felt it myself from my partner, don't doubt its power.

Dontae - I trust you to look after the brat. Try to kick Kesu into resuming his duties, but I won't expect a miracle.

Damael - Good luck with your brother, I will do what I can in Makai to find what happened to your other sibling. You are beautiful. I will miss your children.

Calm - I will miss your company terribly, all those days spent sitting around the living room. You are a good friend.

Din & Trouble - I am sorry for the pain this will cause Dari.

Lane - Don't worry, I will look in on your mother and Koorime every chance I get.

Baern - Thank you, my Dragon rival, for all the fights, for all the talks, even for all the silences we spent together. Congratulations on your son, your family. I know it's what you've always wanted. Please enjoy it in my honour, while I cannot yet. It comforts me to know I do this for a reason, and that my doing this means you are well and safe. Love Kyuso and your son with all you have, I know you already do.

Ash - Stay strong, you're doing so well, and I am so proud of you. Be an example for Tanji, enjoy life, spend time with your son.

Tipol - Thank you for all you have done for Ash. He is truly happy now.

Hakkyuu - Thank you for showing me a little bit of fun, and humour, even in myself. We didn't spend nearly enough time together.

Raze - Yes, I had to say something to you. Our small rivalry gave me a lot of respect for you. Things hurt us, but we press on, don't we? Keep steadily on.

Sabine - You are ready, you are strong. You have come a very long way. I will miss our little Honey so much.

Famine - Thank you, for Sabine, and for teaching me quite a few things, getting my head out of my ass and all that.

Death - I am sorry for all the trouble I ever was, for every time I feared you. I respect you, deeply. I don't mean to hurt Pestilence in doing this, I think you understand that, at least I hope you understand that. And thank you, for everything. I trust Amera will not be too upset that I take the colt that's been following her around.

War - I know you probably won't even read this, but I have to say it anyway. I hope you can put aside your hate for me, your joy at my leaving, and not turn this into a way to dig into Pestilence that I am horrible for him. That's not what he needs. He needs you. It gives me a small bit of hope that your ages old relationship might give him a little comfort right now. Thank you for being there for him in ways I can't.

Pestilence - I could go on for pages, or say nothing at all because you already know what is in my heart. You are in my heart. You saved me, and I hope I gave a little in return. If you ever need me, or if you ever change your mind about coming to Makai, I know we can find each other. Our bond cannot be broken, not by any distance, or time. We will not lose each other.

I will do my best to be what Genesis needs, despite my own fears on that. You are a wonderful parent, never doubt that. Never doubt she loves you.

Never doubt that I love you.

Ke rensai dek, my kitten, my only, my mate.

I won't say goodbye, this isn't a goodbye.
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