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Feeling very down and out the past couple of weeks I decided to ramble around the city. It was nice. I was disapointed I didn't get to hang out with Alex because he had to go help out his mom, but I didn't let it get to me. I just walked and enjoyed the nice day. It's the first entirely nice day I've had in a while. I don't even think I can jinx it ( Read more... )

I'm very tired of Nova Scotia. The world is so much bigger. I feel very very trapped.
I don't think I'll be satisfied with leaving this house. It's Nova Scotia as a whole, maybe even Canada. Hell, maybe even North America. I want to run away and romanticize the hell out of it. I want culture shock. I want my eyes to open up and realize I never knew ( Read more... )

I went to work with blondish hair today. It was a very interesting change. Alot of people suprised me by telling me it looked good. I was sort of confused and vapid all day, but I can't say that was a change of pace sadly.


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SHooooOooOoOoopa!
I think I may change everything about me, I feel like I've kept myself dormant for a long time. Maybe all of winter, maybe a year or two. I'm not sure. I don't especially hate myself, I just don't see me when I look in the mirror. I see a bag of skin and bones and chub that I've decently maintained over the winter.
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My family loves to gossip. I love my family dearly but I've always felt I needed to keep them as far away from me as possible. Physically or other wise. In fact I'd say I'm this way about most people. All my problems, everything bad thats ever happened I keep deep deep down. I've been reflecting alot in the last two or three months and much more ( Read more... )

His name is Alex. I sent him a cupcake, he sent me a little origami box with a chocolate inside. He guessed who I was. My life really doesn't feel real right now at all ( Read more... )

I am awake.
So early.
Why?
A challenge.
Chocolate-jalapeño cupcakes.
I can do this.
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My life feels like a movie, and I'm too excited to meet a stranger who I've never met.
Wish me luck.