soo i missed my babys phone call last night soo ive been depressed all day! our situation gets harder and harder for me to deal with everyday. its like the next day i miss him more and more. all i want to do is hear his voice and hear him say i love you baby. i have pretty much ended me and codys relationship soo no more cody. i never thought i ( Read more... )

hey guys i know its been a while. ive been really busy. tonight i was watching the new show on cmt called american solider. i now know what it is like for someone you care about sooo much to be over there. this sucks alot. thats all i can think about is chris. i wonder if hes alright and i wonder if there was a mortor attack that day. when you care ( Read more... )

hey whats up nothin here. alot has changed. me and cody are still friends as usual. im talkin to a boy in iraq. hes such a sweetheart i cant wait till he gets home for the 15 days he can. i talk to him and we e-mail all the time. im not too happy with my best friend right now. she calls me ex at 3 in the morning and shit.everyone knows the whole ( Read more... )

soo yeah nothings really new here. just trying to deal with soo much lately. i had soo much fun after work on sat. after work i went to chealses friends appt. jp mickey james chealse and patty were there. we chilled there for a lil bit and drank some beer. mickey was jts friend who wanted to meet me. well we started talkin and we hit it off. we ( Read more... )

out in our smokin spot at hills there is this quote " i promise that my promise will be broken..soo if it is not then it is" i always read it when i am out there. its soo true but yet sumtimes confusing to me. ive been sick lately. not cool at all. my grandpa pool died monday morning. i knew he wanted to die so i was kinda glad in a way when i ( Read more... )

havent written in a couple of days. been a little busy. soo yeah today cody wanted to talk to me after 6th per. i was scared. he told me that he was soory for treating me like shit. he gave me his football picture that is now on my binder and then gave me a hug. since then all i can truly think about his him and how much i miss him. i dont ever ( Read more... )

soo today was just another day. soo was yesterday. yesterday we had out ffa pizza social. it went ok i guess. after that i picked up beef and we went to hills. about 15 mins later ,if even that, he said travis was on his way to go get him. i was pissed. he went with me and was goin to leave me for travis. well what ended up happening was i went ( Read more... )

soo yeah i find myself wondering how many people actually read my blog. i really dont care how many people do but i do find this to help me say what i cant say to people. but yes i got shit i got to say. i think im goin insane right about now. work was soooo fucking SLOW! im not kidding. people were getting cut an hour after i got there. i have to ( Read more... )

soo today was another day at school. this guy adam in my ag class pinched the shit out of me and now i have a pruise. it doesnt really hurt but it does take alot for me to pruise. soo anywho i get to go work tonight! woohoo i cant wait. seriously only because im grounded and what not. my dad postpond my grounding because my mom was asleep. god i ( Read more... )

soo went out on the water today. had fun with my family. i miss them i might go see them one of these days up in plano. everyone went tubing today it was fun then i went on the jet ski. i had to help my uncle put up his jetski onto the trailer. me and my cousin cody didnt go to bed till after 3 last night. i was a "restless girl". i dono right now ( Read more... )