american solider
hey guys i know its been a while. ive been really busy. tonight i was watching the new show on cmt called american solider. i now know what it is like for someone you care about sooo much to be over there. this sucks alot. thats all i can think about is chris. i wonder if hes alright and i wonder if there was a mortor attack that day. when you care about someone soo much and they are over 15,000 miles away and in a dangerous situation all you can think about is them. he already means soo much to me it unbelieveable. the day he comes home for 15 days just to be with me with be the best. i know it will be the best bday i have had in a long time. then when he comes home for sure i will be soo happy. i know me and him will have something together. something that i havent had in a long ass time. i dono what else to say besides that this kinda situation would suck with anyone. i dono what i would be goin through if i was married and had a kid with him. i think it would be even harder to imagine. i dono im goin to bed!