Dec 05, 2005 20:01
soo i missed my babys phone call last night soo ive been depressed all day! our situation gets harder and harder for me to deal with everyday. its like the next day i miss him more and more. all i want to do is hear his voice and hear him say i love you baby. i have pretty much ended me and codys relationship soo no more cody. i never thought i could do it but it takes such a burden off of my shoulders and i like it! no one has seriously made me this happy in my life. not even cody. i know i was happy with him but i dont think he ever cared this much about me. i havent felt loved like this in soo long and i started to forget what it was like and i really did miss it. i think dar everyday for hooking us up. she is happy for us too. but off that subject we are goin to state yet again. i got the shit nocked out of me for no reason and hannah got in this awesome fight! well im waittin on my baby to email me and wattin on jt to call me! how do i tell someone i love someone else and not them anymore?