So this is the end of the livejournal. If you all remember back to my first entry (pathetically, less than a month ago) I was going on about how this lj was an experiment for self-honesty. Well, one flaw in my little plan....i'm comfortable revealing my life, but my life is entirely intwined with all of yours (yours being my friends) So I spend ( Read more... )

Goddammit. The father is acting like an asshole again. Just yelling at me about the car for no appearant reasonn and threatening me. Asshole. Trying not to let it bother me. Dinner was disgraceful. Mind you, I didn't want to be there as my dad was already yelling at me, so I probably didn't make the situation any easier, but my family isn't a ( Read more... )

Totally stressed out throughout the entire day today. After slacking over the weekend, I guess that it caught up to me that I actually have work to get done. Somehow, I managed to survive school and then went out to coffee with Kim which was fun as always. (PS- psyched for berkeley tourney, kim! woohoo! fun weekend!! oh, a weekend filled with ( Read more... )

This weekend was surprisingly good! I needed the four days. Of course, I told myself that I would be efficient and use the extra time to get caught up on homework. But then, when I actually sat down to do it, I decided that I deserved a four day break and could figure out how to do it later. So here I am at 10 on Sunday night, with so much work ( Read more... )

Ok. So after wasting 40 minutes thinking and screaming inside, i have decided that i don't care.LET MY DAD BE AN ASSHOLE. It wasn't like I expected much from him anyway. No relationship ever formed there, none ever will. But, meanwhile, while my father is an fifty year old, depressed, unhappy ass whose daughter hates him, I have my life ahead of me ( Read more... )

How does everything go from so good to so bad so quickly? My mom asks me to come in to her to say good night to her. I sit there and say good night and pet the dog. My dad comes in screaming and then he tries to pet the dog and my nail accidently scratches his hand. So he hits me. Fucker.

The OC can be summarized in one word: FABULOUS.

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Wow. Its my half birthday! I totally just realized that as I saw the date thing on my livejournal update page. Well. Sixteen and a half! haha ( Read more... )

Well everyone, yours truly is officiall a TV star!!! A few months ago, my mom and I went to film a PSA for Prop 71 (Stem Cell Research) and they started to put it on the air! At first I was kind of concerned about sending out the messege to the world and announcing to EVERYONE That i am diabetic. But I think that stem cell research is really ( Read more... )