She's not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they are made. She understands that she might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them. She knows that you can't change or help time, so every now and then it will just ( Read more... )

"Often, the greatest growth takes place under the hardest of circumstances. Look deeply to learn the lessons of the coldest, most painful times, for within them lies your greatest potential for transformation."Most recently has probably been a more difficult time in my life. When I have difficult times, theres nothing I love more than to put a nice ( Read more... )

I used to think that finding someone you clicked with, someone who made your stomach feel sick, your hands to start to shake and your whole body feel off balance... was always going to mean it was something special. But these are things that just happen-- they're not a result of something he's doing for you. He isn't making these things happen, ( Read more... )

11:11;
wishing on clocks is my only hope these dayyss.

every night i sit and wait for that magic time.
and i make a wish.
usually..the same wish.
to be happy again

and i always think..
'maybe this time it will work'

and you kno.
i believe one day..

..it will<3

i'm sick and tired of being upset over boys..or well this one boy in particular. I dont understand why we, as girls put so much into relationships and so much of ourselves into one person that we are supposed to "love". Are we destined to sit on the edge of our beds every night and cry? I dont want to ( Read more... )

who knew that one person had the capabilities to make you soo happy and so fucking sad..in the same week..
suckss. :[

Lately, I've had love on my mind. Trying to figure out these feelings that I have, and how exactly I can loathe someone so much and then just burst with...admiration...and lust..and whatever else for them. How do we do it..? Why do we do this to ourselves? Fall in love? It's so silly. It causes emotional stress, severe emotional stress. But worst ( Read more... )

Skipped school todayy=:)
friends=:)
boyfriend=:)
getting drunk every weekend=!!!!!! :) :)

i think im developing a problem.

i miss my boy.
sadfacex576575

spring break is kinda tight.
drunk 2 out of 3 days.
yah i like that.

Holly Golightly: You know those days when you get the mean reds ( Read more... )