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"Often, the greatest growth takes place under the hardest of circumstances. Look deeply to learn the lessons of the coldest, most painful times, for within them lies your greatest potential for transformation."
Most recently has probably been a more difficult time in my life. When I have difficult times, theres nothing I love more than to put a nice, warm blanket on it, and pretend it's not there; the next thing I like to do once I act like nothing is wrong, is crack open a beer, light a cig, and let all bad thoughts melt away. I've become somewhat of an alcoholic lately and I'm not sure how I feel about that. I don't know what to do when everything falls apart at once. My first instinct is to get completely shitty, and I'm going with that for awhile.
I am officially moving out of my mother's house.
She is a crazy whore, and I will not see myself get treated like shit any longer.
So for the time being I'm staying with Nicole. We've been talking about moving to Florida with her family next year. Which I think has a few pros and cons. I definitely think the good outweighs the bad though. I need a fresh start..but knowing me, I'll be the same. I don't think people ever change. People that can change at the drop of a hat are fake. They obviously have no personality because they act different all of the time. So, fuck them.
I am extremely tired.
and i love writing pointless shit..
fkajdalfkjdfadf
im going to bed.
Most recently has probably been a more difficult time in my life. When I have difficult times, theres nothing I love more than to put a nice, warm blanket on it, and pretend it's not there; the next thing I like to do once I act like nothing is wrong, is crack open a beer, light a cig, and let all bad thoughts melt away. I've become somewhat of an alcoholic lately and I'm not sure how I feel about that. I don't know what to do when everything falls apart at once. My first instinct is to get completely shitty, and I'm going with that for awhile.
I am officially moving out of my mother's house.
She is a crazy whore, and I will not see myself get treated like shit any longer.
So for the time being I'm staying with Nicole. We've been talking about moving to Florida with her family next year. Which I think has a few pros and cons. I definitely think the good outweighs the bad though. I need a fresh start..but knowing me, I'll be the same. I don't think people ever change. People that can change at the drop of a hat are fake. They obviously have no personality because they act different all of the time. So, fuck them.
I am extremely tired.
and i love writing pointless shit..
fkajdalfkjdfadf
im going to bed.