Nov 21, 2006 20:53
i'm sick and tired of being upset over boys..or well this one boy in particular. I dont understand why we, as girls put so much into relationships and so much of ourselves into one person that we are supposed to "love". Are we destined to sit on the edge of our beds every night and cry? I dont want to.
I dont want to do this with you anymore. I wanna be with you..or without you. It's difficult either way, but i'm not embarrassed to say that i would rather be with you. i can honestly say that nothing i have ever experienced has given me the feeling or made me as happy as i am with you just sitting on your couch watching tv or when you kiss my cheek.. the same one that my tears run down every day, i am genuinely happy.
i never thought that love would be this way. and hurt this bad. i hate it and i want out. go date other people. do whatever you need to do. because we both know that i'm pathetic. and i will be sitting here;waiting. like i always have been.