I very much need to find a good Buffy the Vampire Slayer RP that's in need of a Xander.

Haven't updated in awhile, big shock. My life's pretty boring to live, let alone write about ( Read more... )

Pissed off at Livejournal much? Why yes, yes I am. What the hell is the deal? I can't reply to ANYTHING unless I'm logged in and I can't reply to anything from emails anymore. I hope they get this fixed DAMNED soon. Not a happy Jay.

I really gotta start updating this thing right after things happen so I don't forget. Okay, so my weekend was pretty cool. Thursday I went to see Eight Below with Holly. What a great movie. She liked it too. Friday I went for coffee with my ex girlfriend Melanie. It was surprisingly comfortable. We came to my place and watched RENT. I got a phone ( Read more... )

Finally decided to mostly give up Livejournal RP. I'm keeping one or two characters and bringing them to Sages of Chaos only for the most part. OOC bullshit sucks. It's hard to escape and I'm tired of it. I've made some good friends RPing and I hope they'll still want to chat and email but if not, I can't force them, ya know? I need to get my ass ( Read more... )

I am one seriously happy camper. I picked up RENT on DVD last night. I haven't loved a movie this much since I fell in love with Harry Potter. I went to see it three times in the theater and the soundtrack has been almost the only thing I've listened to since November. Now it's all mine! I don't often get this excited about a purchase, but I'm just ( Read more... )

I met Dr. Beausoleil today, the gastric bypass surgeon. He's a very nice man. He wanted to assure me that my weight problem is not my fault, it's a disease and it can be treated. He's putting me into a six month monitored diet program before I can be approved by medicare for the surgery. I hope I don't fail, but that's my low self esteem talking as ( Read more... )

By posting this I neither confirm nor deny that I do any of these things.

Borrowed this from Softpaw.

I made this post last year on this same day. I think it sums up how I feel, and I'll never forget.

Today marks the fourth fifth anniversary of the passing of one of the most important people in my life. My wonderful mother Belinda. Even though she was overweight and always felt unattractive, I thought she was the most perfect vision of beauty ( Read more... )