Well it has truly been awhile since i last updated... heh almost forgot about it. Been doing alot of thinking. My best friend is joining the navy in 8 months gunna make things a little different. A lot of my friends will be leaving but i have the joy of staying around for another year racking my brain on what to do with the rest of my natural life ( Read more... )

WOW. Jay to the rizzle is back. Been awhile eh. I don't know seemed pointless for awhile, but i guess im back on the radar. Dango now the government knows where i am.

In the Depths of Solitude ( Read more... )

well i guess that minor bumb got me thinking... i got way too layed back about driving lost my cation...lost my focus... but im good now feeling better

Oh man... i had me a fender bender... well sorta. I went to pick up my bro for lunch... went to park came in at a bad angle and had to back... oops went a little to far and hit this kia... that lady was mad... screaming and shit... ( she wasnt very nice...) it was a dent and it popped out... i was really glad my brother was there or i would ( Read more... )

You know i have dealed with A LOT of things on my own.... even when i didnt have too. The one thing thats strange is i still don't know why. I have been a rock for a lot of people... people come to me... i guess i always just posted a one way sigh... its not that i dont trust them its more like... im prideful of the fact that i dont NEED anybody to ( Read more... )

Yesterday twas quite a day... we went to see Ancorman and that was funny. I love going to movies... i/we always sit at the back and watch the preview... i either anouce or just make stupid comments as loud as physically possible without actually yelling... well first i went to pick up Vince... hes thinking about joining the military... so he had to ( Read more... )

Im done with my brother.... right now as far as im concerned he can fuck off... i wont be his damn scapegoat... usually... i'll shit there and take his bullshit... and he gets even more pissed whn i don't say anything... so i told him the damn truth... he tends to blame those involved totally and make it seem like hes the victim... well im done... ( Read more... )

I've be trying to figure out why i'm here and what i was ment to do... Its like... i see everything from a different perspective than most people... beyond whats right there... sometimes its just scarey... it's just like i know more like feel things... a sense... I can't figure it out...life really is like a puzzle to me.... I wanna help as much as ( Read more... )

Stereotypes are a bad thing to fall into... the worst kind of judgement... determining who people are and how they act because of their haratedge and parentedge. Its like giving advice without even know the situation its just a bad things that is seldom correct... but these statements originate from somewhere... dumb blondes for instance... say the ( Read more... )