well... i started to draw... laugh... i couldnt find any paper... so i started drawing on my arm... i was trying to draw what i felt... but my mind took over and it turned out to be a warrior...( this was after i watched last samurai...)but then i just kinda drifted away again...its been hapening lately... and he became enshrouded in fog and it ( Read more... )

Some days my brother just ticks me off... hes been treating me like his gofer since his car broke down... anger just hits me like a flash flood sometimes... when he "asks" me to do something. Haha its ok i love him... hes the only one he ever really understood me... thats probably because hes alot like i am... he always knew when something was ( Read more... )

They more I just try to let things run their course... the more i lose myself... tonight i started to drift away... like a seperation, mind from body, it was weird... but then i read about dragons... in the lunar astronomy sence... i do have those qualities... if i use them... or block them out... for me its control no nessicarily of everything... ( Read more... )

Just another day... i don't know but i just feel blank right now... feel kinda anxious... dont know why... maybe somethings gonna happen...ugh confused

An other day lost to contemplacion.... im lost in my own emotions... trapped in my thoughts... its like being on a road but not knowing which way to go... i am not a forgive and forget person... i am a forgive and accept person but i never forget... but if i don't forget do i ever truly forgive... i mean whatever it is will still come to mind... ( Read more... )

hmm havent checked mine in a while thx for the reminder ( Read more... )

You know i spend alot of time just thinking... almost consantly but i found my quiet place... well kinda... i was just driving... alone with the radio on... and it was about 9 so it was dark and it was kinda raining... thunder... a real ruckus... but i was clam and surine simply in the moment...it was nice ( Read more... )

ive come to the conclusion that life is a puzzle. with each hardship that is conquered, the puzzle slowly begins to piece itself together. life is confusing, and so is the puzzle. but one piece in leads to another perfect fit to be found. it may take some time to find the next perfect fit, but in time it will be done. but a key thing to ( Read more... )

Theres time to talk theres times to fight...haha feels like a time to write. I got alot of time to think about everything and i found my self thinking about how i play chess...i don't sweat loses...dont react on major games...i use words to get people do do what i want them to do...i make them think they know what im gonna do... its almost pure ( Read more... )

I don't know quite what it is... i change and vary by the people and the emotions around me. Ha i think im empathic, its like a phsycic but you sense feelings, wow now that i think about it... it makes some sense... best way to describe it is being like a sponge you soak up all thats around you... maybe thats why i could never take yelling or ( Read more... )