I was laying in bed reading, and I guess I had too much going through my mind and I started crying. Why? Well, I've been getting that really lonely, depressed feeling off and on for a while, and for whatever reason, it just really started bothering me tonight. There's been a lot going on around this area ( Read more... )

Just a quick post letting people know that I am still around and alive, I've just been very neglectful of lj for a while. I haven't ment to be, it just sort of turns out that way ( Read more... )

So ask me a question about anything--fandom, real life, music, vegetables, etc--and I will answer you and then ask YOU a question and then the whole process could be repeated if anyone wants to keep it up. If this works, by the end we could know each other so well we're sick of each other and have to quit one another for a while.

This is my result for this quiz..... I though it suited me ;p.


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This entry may seem slightly ... odd... but I'm going to write about it anyway, 'cause it's my journal damnit, and if I want to discuss how a change in the typical color of intimate wear can make me feel so incrediably different, then I'm going to talk about it. ;p There's your warning, so if you don't want to know... then you probably shouldn't ( Read more... )

Was reading the past few entries, and decided to fill one out.  I am very interested in your responses to the Johari Window &  the Nohari Window.  Will update more here shortly..... and since I only work two days this coming week, will try very very hard to catch up on everything I've missed.

A friend had me take this test and here's what I am deep down inside....


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Why do emotions have such a tremendous impact upon everything? Lately it seems all I want to do is cry. Why? I really don't have a logical answer to that. Currently my life seems to be in constant upheavil, but there has to be more to it than that. Now for instance... I was in bed reading, finished my book, shut the light off and laid down to ( Read more... )

Something happened to me this past week.... and it was, well, slightly confusing. Though because of it my attitude about myself has greatly increased... I actually feel attractive and desirable, and I'm not fishing here, but a vast majority of the time before this I really didn't. That's the key here...I didn't believe or feel that I was. At the ( Read more... )

The lyrics to the two songs I am going to post so completely fit my emotional mindframe, it is extremely uncanny. The words alone do not do the songs justice by anymeans, I am not sure if I can post sound or not, but if you would like to hear what they sound like, fair warning - they are country (and I know some of you are going to sudder and ( Read more... )