Emotions
Why do emotions have such a tremendous impact upon everything? Lately it seems all I want to do is cry. Why? I really don't have a logical answer to that. Currently my life seems to be in constant upheavil, but there has to be more to it than that. Now for instance... I was in bed reading, finished my book, shut the light off and laid down to go to sleep...and just started crying. Could there be some explanation to these urges to want to cry all the time? In fact I'm sure there are many, but most of them probably do not apply to me. Is my life so completely messed up that I feel like I have no other options but to cry? Is my heart trying to tell my mind something that it's not acknowledging? I honestly don't know. Possible discust with myself for letting things get to this point? My semester in terms of school was a complete nightmare that is not close to being over yet - that is mostly a mess of my own making and better left for another time. Does this happen to others? Has it happened to others? How can I make myself feel more like myself instead of a partial being?