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It frightens me when you come to mind.
Deem me dead.
It goes a little something like this
In my shoes my toes are busted,
My kitchen says my bread is molded,
I got a good job at the dollar store.
One foot in the hole, one foot gettin' deeper,
with a broken mirror and a blown out speaker
And I ain't got much else to lose.
I'm faded, flat busted;
I've been jaded I've been dusted.
I know ( Read more... ) -
Truce
I am a ghost of all that i have ever said ( Read more... ) -
Fingers shaking my spine...
The frustration i see when i tell you id like some company breaks my heart.
How can you be so impartial.
I've made myself the fool.
I've fallen for you.
Please let me down softly this time.
I won't have to come back crying.
I've just made myself look bad.
You're the one who should be feeling bad.
It'd be better to forget you.
But I don't really want to.
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Broken Letters
Uhm, wow.
Grant actually apologized to me today... for being a dick about a month and a half ago. CRAZY.
One of the girls I work with almost got fired today... CRAZY.
I improved on my SAT scores..... CRAZY.
I talked to a kid about sex for at least 3 hours... just talked. CRAZY.
My mom is being a total bitch..... not so crazy. -
shattered sounds on the reverb.
So it's really been a while since I've actually written on LJ, mainly because of the time, which I have been lacking. I've got my fingers on my chance for every mistake I've made but you know how it goes, I am what I am.
My classes and schedule for next year consists of this in this order:
Christo - Portfolio 2
Ruth - AP European History
Beermann - AP ( Read more... ) -
sometimes i wonder why.
sometimes people suck ( Read more... ) -
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I just want Friday afternoon to come. All I need to do is make it through 2 more day's of class and the weekend is here and I'll be free. I've never actually even considered this, but i can't wait for FCAT to be here next week. It means more does I dont actually have to do anything during.
I hurt so badly right now.
I hurt so much.
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sorry to be heavy, but heavy is the cost.
I feel horrible. I feel sick to my stomach constantly like I'm going to throw up. I've lost 5 pounds within two days and then eaten myself until i gain 5 more pounds in, literally, an hour. I constantly feel like I'm dreaming and in this horrible state of mind where I can feel all pain but can't say anything or move anything. My entire spine hurts ( Read more... )
