Now my personal issue with live journal is that i'm not really inclined to put down my most sordid or personal secrets. I started off being more frank but now, well, it's just the occasional whinge and the occasional genious peice of philosophy! I'm rather afraid that people will read it you see. It's what one gets from being a very private ( Read more... )

It wan't the wine, or the southern comfort and coke or the evil dominican rum and coke, it was the bloody lager again. Now i'm pissed to the point whereby if i go to bed now i'll have the bloody room spinning. Tut tut!

Funny old place is keynsham. Not a lot going on. Charity shops that kinda thing. Pubs. There's a fair few of those. Last night i met up with my old school friends. Now these are my oldest friends but i don't really have much in common with them. i tried my absolute damndest to stay at an appropriate level of tipsyness. I drank about a ( Read more... )

I'm sat with a cat on me. Got the night unexpectedly off. Hmmm, what am i gonna do with my chance aquired free time?? get bored?? bring it on!

Ise got the day off today. Will be rehearsing quick with Max W for tonight's set. Been feeling my usual depressed for a couple of days. Weird really considering how doped up i am. But there we go. I had a killer lie in this morning. Got the caroline martin album on right now and boy oh boy. i loves this lady. Her songs put me in a place ( Read more... )

I bust my £70 headphones this evening in an orgy of trying to find something quick before i went out. It's amazing how effectively this has put me into a milsom style fugg. Like it's taken the wind out of me. Ha ha. Actually, i've only bust the cable and these headphones are so posh that they've got a detachable cable of their own. Which means ( Read more... )

Been feeling alright recently. Rather jolly in fact. Still have some of the same old angsties of course. But slightly less perturbed by them. Same old angsties generally amounts to flirting and then worrying about it afterwards. I'll never not be a worrier so it seems. Which is probably just as well cos who'd want to be an unthinking ( Read more... )

More drinking. Ha ha, i'm such a tit!I've decided that this is just a wee phase i'm going through and i'll be back to my sober self before long. Therefore I should enjoy the fun bits and the edginess of drink fuelled nights rather than beating myself up about it all. Don't fight it, feel it. As primal scream once proclaimed ( Read more... )

I seem to be making a bit of a habit of this these days. Another monday of abject misery and self pity / loathing because once i've started i can't stop. Oh well. I'm a pi55 artist. Like my father was before me. It is my destiny. I'm done for!

Just had dinner. Feeling a bit monged. Any minute now rose kemp is gonna show up and i get to strut some trumpet stuff. Thank the lord for rose kemp cos right now i'm suffering boredom. I get bored so easily. And once i'm bored there ain't much i feel i can do. I just errgh. In NLP there's such a thing as downtime. When you're not doing ( Read more... )