I just arrived back to my dorm after a great weekend. And as I sat there in the dead quiet of my room mates asleep, I realized how much I love a few people. Billy Hernandez, Eddie Paskor, and Lindsay Alford (no particular order)I had such a great weekend, and I love coming down, but everytime I have to go back to New York I'm just depressed as shit ( Read more... )

Just as the subject denotes, it's been a while since I last wrote in this thing. I'm in New York and living the student life at the moment. As everyone knows I want to be an actor. And I'm well on my way to being able to achieve that goal. I'm busting my ass constantly and learning from my mistakes and becoming ever better. My teachers love me and ( Read more... )

Does it pay to care? Is there any benefit to opening yourself up?.....Yes. Some of the greatest things can happen to those who let themselves be known. Well, a few of them actually. To just about almost everyone else, it's just a painful experience ( Read more... )

It's coming, the day when I start a new chapter in my life is drawing nearer and nearer. I'm starting this new chapter for myself because this is what I want to do, obviously. But more reasons have developed over the past few years. I'm doing this for everyone who has believed in me and helped me. I want to make you all proud and return the favor. ( Read more... )

This is meant to be an addition to my previous entry. I had more I wanted to say but I was being distracted so all my thoughts didn't come out. Now the way it sounded, I made myself out to be someone who was only looking for one night stands and "wam bam thank you mams." Now while I'm not opposed to those kind of relationships, they're not exactly ( Read more... )

Was I mislead? I was lead to believe that people now a days around my age were not looking for forever. That we were all looking for a good time and marriage was too far off into the future to think about. I mean everyone in the movies is just having casual sex and trying to enjoy life. And don't give me that shit about, "It's a movie, it doesn't ( Read more... )

Here's a quote I thought of when I was walking one day. Just think about it before you react to it:

ARE WE TRYING TO AVOID HELL, OR JUST ESCAPE IT.

So why so I act the way I do? Why do I seem to be conceeded, cocky, and full of myself? It's actually very simple. It hurts less. Reality hurts, not to mention bites. But like all of us, you gotta go through it. I guess I'm fortunate to be able to ignore it by entering my own little reality where I am a god among men. It's all an act though, I don' ( Read more... )

So a friend of mine once asked me what does any of it matter, life he meant. There's just gonna be a big asteriod that's going to just ruin everyone's shit when it hits. Now while that's incredibly unlikely in mine or his life time, you gotta remember that shit happens. So I passed on my outlook on life. The best thing that you can hope for, is to ( Read more... )

I didn't think I would get one of these journal accounts cuz I'm never online enough, but I guess I can record my random thoughts at times. Maybe someone will stumble upon them one day ( Read more... )