No Fuckin Clue
Does it pay to care? Is there any benefit to opening yourself up?.....Yes. Some of the greatest things can happen to those who let themselves be known. Well, a few of them actually. To just about almost everyone else, it's just a painful experience.
People say I can look menacing or intimidating when in actuality I'm just chillin. Customers have made complaints about it people have shyed away from me because of it. Well the reason for it is because enough of me has died over my short time in this existance. And some more of me died again just recently.
I'm tired of crying in the shadows. I'm tired of the unnecissary pain. Only 3 people are close enough to me to know me. One is farthest along, and he knows me better than anyone ever has. The other two know me well, but not enough as the first. To everyone else, good fuckin luck....I'm done. You won't know me. I'm just gonna play the non-chalant smooth operator. Yeah it's more lonely that way, not letting anyone in, but I've been alone all my life anyway. It just hurts a lot less.
People say I can look menacing or intimidating when in actuality I'm just chillin. Customers have made complaints about it people have shyed away from me because of it. Well the reason for it is because enough of me has died over my short time in this existance. And some more of me died again just recently.
I'm tired of crying in the shadows. I'm tired of the unnecissary pain. Only 3 people are close enough to me to know me. One is farthest along, and he knows me better than anyone ever has. The other two know me well, but not enough as the first. To everyone else, good fuckin luck....I'm done. You won't know me. I'm just gonna play the non-chalant smooth operator. Yeah it's more lonely that way, not letting anyone in, but I've been alone all my life anyway. It just hurts a lot less.