So here i am. Updating the journal i started in the 9th grade lol. Im in a serious relationship, Joe Kopp. He is amazing. I love him dearly. He doesnt love me though. He'll never love me. I have a black lab named Tazzy. We live in his apartment. He pays the rent. I pay cable/phone/internet. We're opposites.  He smokes weed and has for 10 years. BTW ( Read more... )

Joey and i got a puppy and he is so cute his birthday is july 11th and he is black and looks like a lab. He is absolutely amazing he is house trained and so smart!!! I love him.  

So the days seem shorter and the years fly by. It seems like not too long ago i was with Rob and living out on my own yet here i am in a whole new place. His name is Joe and he is my best friend, lover, room mate (thats right i moved in with him), my manager, and all around my balance. We act like a couple, talk like were married and he truly  is ( Read more... )

So i told michelle that i was sleeping with joe last week. I did it to be selfish. I hated the attention that he was giving her. I also told Emily. I love emmy but i really didnt know how to tell and i wasnt truly sure if i could trust someone else with that kind of information. So for the last week i have stayed at Joes house. It has been alot of ( Read more... )

OK so i met donny on the 3rd, and we were supposed to go watch the fireworks but he was like ohhh im tired can we just watch a movie? Sure lets just watch a movie. He was a total player and wasnt even that cute. But we messed around and had sex. He was horrible! He had a tic tac sized penile member and a ridiculous method. He was go fast then stop ( Read more... )

OK so i totally went and saw the movie transformers last night and it was amazing!!! It was so believable that i actually understood everything. The action was good and the real life graphics made it a pleasure to watch...

After i went to the movie with Chris Fox, He droppped me off at home and i called donny to see if he would come and see me well ( Read more... )

OK so i know its been awhile since i blogged. Here's the update ( Read more... )

so today i went to work and was fired because of schedualing conflicts, first for everything i guess. Frank and i still havent talked since that night im hoping he is in jail but i honestly know better. I really liked him but i think i freeked him out when i said i was falling for him, then his calls got fewer and far between and then they just ( Read more... )

SO I DEFFINENTLY AM ABOUT TO BE SINGLE AGAIN. HE HATES ME I GUESS ALL OVER A STUPID FIGHT THAT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED. HE PROMISED HE WAS GONNA CALL AND HE DIDNT. HE EVEN SHUT OFF HIS PHONE!!!! WOW THAT RIGHT THERE TELLS YOU THAT HES DONE. HE HASNT CALLED ME IN A DAY AND IM ASSUMING THAT HE IS THROUGH WITH ME. WHICH SUCKS BECAUSE I REALLY REALLY ( Read more... )

ok so i just have to tell you about this amazing man named frank....

but ill tell all more later!