so i went to challenge day today. it was amazing! i cried so much!! i never knew i could be so emotional lol! i dunno it definetly got me thinking about a TON of stuff...like my friends, my family, and just my life in general. its definetly sad ( Read more... )

i was going to right something, something worth reading if you do read these

then i couldn't think of nething lol. so yah thats it.

wow i'm a fascinating person!!!!!

so today was awesome!!!!! my halloween costume is basically amazing! today in old town from 2-4 kids can trick or treat, so we had to dress up. everyone loved my costume!! but i mean duh, how could u not? lol j/k. but i had a great time giving candy to all the kids and everything.!!!!!! halloween is just sooo much fun! my mom took like a ( Read more... )

i bought a car.

i like it

its weird u know, I saved up all the money I bought the car.  now what? i don't even get my license till the end of this month.  i hate driving w/ my mom tho. she yells at me for EVERYTHING and i thought my dad was a hard ass.  no my mom is just a bitch and can't except the fact that i have a car and that i'm actually a ( Read more... )

so like i get my license this month. i want a car.  i need a car.  but i can't find one that i like/wnat.  ugh i hate my life lol.

so if u see ne cheap good cars PLEASE let me know!!  i beg u1!!

when u reach the end of ur rope tie a knot and hang on

my knot is tied.

so i had a weird dream last night...like extremely weird.  but it was so incredibly real!  so i wanted to make it real, so when i woke up this morning and b4 work i got the phone to call him.  but i couldn't do it.  it was like my heart needs to and wants to do this, just so it knows that theres really nothing there nemore.  but my mind couldn't ( Read more... )

oh school.

oh fake people

oh teachers

oh you

oh me

i miss u...i will never EVER tell u that, and i know that u would never think that.  but i do.  i really do.

so u know how my summers r always crazy and life changing, WELL i think that this is the best one yet.  the best life changing one that is.  and i think that it will better me.  keeping it inside is going to be the hard part.  but i've gone through other changes that i actually want people to know about.  like how i feel about certain things.  and ( Read more... )

so last night was amazing and different and awkward in soooooo many ways!!!  we had our going away party for on of our co-workers...and it turned into one fat party!!  i got super drunk lol and kissed god knows how many people.  buuuuuut it was funny cuz like it was poeple i work w/ and then their friends and like i met sum pretty interesting ( Read more... )