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so u know how my summers r always crazy and life changing, WELL i think that this is the best one yet. the best life changing one that is. and i think that it will better me. keeping it inside is going to be the hard part. but i've gone through other changes that i actually want people to know about. like how i feel about certain things. and i dunno. a lot of these changes r hard. changes that i can't even talk about cuz i'm to afraid.
and as far as partying goes...to set the record straight, i havn't been doing it a lot. it was like 4 times this whole summer which is like really good!!! of course tons of stupid things happened in those 4 times, but its a lot less then its ever been. and i'm keepiong it that way. my partying days rn't over....but its just definetly cut down BIG TIME! and thats good
i'm happy...ok thats kind of a lie lol. ii'm happy that i'm aware of these things and these changes, but not happy that i can't tell ne1 about them. well i mean i can tell them, i just am almost afraid to.
ughhh this entry is weird and kind of lame. but whatever!
i' m going to santa ROSA/petaluma tomorrow for school clothes shopping!! and that will make me feel sooo much better! i'm completely addicted to shopping its sad but i love it!!!
well i hope everyone enjoys their last weekend of summer!!!!
and as far as partying goes...to set the record straight, i havn't been doing it a lot. it was like 4 times this whole summer which is like really good!!! of course tons of stupid things happened in those 4 times, but its a lot less then its ever been. and i'm keepiong it that way. my partying days rn't over....but its just definetly cut down BIG TIME! and thats good
i'm happy...ok thats kind of a lie lol. ii'm happy that i'm aware of these things and these changes, but not happy that i can't tell ne1 about them. well i mean i can tell them, i just am almost afraid to.
ughhh this entry is weird and kind of lame. but whatever!
i' m going to santa ROSA/petaluma tomorrow for school clothes shopping!! and that will make me feel sooo much better! i'm completely addicted to shopping its sad but i love it!!!
well i hope everyone enjoys their last weekend of summer!!!!