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well according to her bestfriend from the entry below, i shouldnt show any interest at all other wise things well be akward and shed act weird again like before...so i cant call her and chill this break ='( bummer-so much for my plan, man this is gonna be HARD for me not to call her or show anythnig or make a move or w/e-somehow ill have to if i ( Read more... )

instead of going to earn money for my drums by playing poker with friends
in the moring...i decide to go to school =S i would never have gone if
i didnt tell her that i would come in the morning and come with since
*lie* i have to go anyways to get stuff from boathouse, ill be honest...i
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After seeing that asian film...i think its called knocking on heavens door...
it made me realy think
i dont know why im forcing these kinds of things
why i try so hard to get things to work out...
i should just wait until i find the right person, not forcefully or trying to,
ill let God introduce me to them whenever it is...
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Vanessa Hudgen  Take Me Away!!

man...im so fucked, i gotta focus!
my break from lfie is over...gotta take it seriously now
and i gotta trr not jsut for myself...
as igor says " i gotta go nerd"
here i go!
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side note* found shoes from last entry downtown-sweet!

~things are progressing well =)**
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HOLY SHIT MAN!
found and entry in a SUPER old diary...dont know the date for this first ( Read more... )

boring moring and afternoon went downtown by myself *LONER*
but met up people after....
just walked the fuck around....coudlnt get a bogey off anyone..GOOD! so far so good.
....rt ride back took out my skeleton gloves two girls asked me about it
SEEN...talked to them-denise and melissa...pshh i didnt forget, went to liberman
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TEMPATION AHHH!!!
i can fight it
trying to not to be me but trying tob e myself? get it?

temptation....ugh......GG

FOCUS i can do it...=)
but not sure how she feels right now...blah...
come on time hurry up!

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im focused on you really hard
yet im llokng at her in the corner of my eye

temptation, so...hot