i havent dreamt about being with someone in a long time
and we've been talking again which is good
and i dont know where its gonna lead us
...i know where i want it to bring us but...

i dreamt that we were together
holding hands and just walking around
and it felt so good and right and
it especially felt so real, that when i woke up
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man...this maturing stuff

...yeah....gonna take some time
i aim for christmas! and i gotta stop
with my evil habits*

this is awesome!

its time to mature-now your staring at me, when im already looking forward...

gotta stop these things from happening...

UNDERAGE THINKING


So soon to say it's over
Let's see what happens later on
I'm sixteen the world just opened wide
I've got a pocket full of change
I'm tired of thinking underage
Just cut this string and let me fly
Say goodbye
Say goodbye

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okay im never FUCKING drinking AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
man....yesterday was pretty fucking awesome me and jayson
got SOOO wasted lol!! fuck man....still hae my hangover and the
suck ass!

and

i also know im in shit i cant rememeber what exactly happend but i rememeber comnig home
and my rents asking were you drinking
them yelling at staring at me
me puking nd then ( Read more... )

Damnit i was looking and i just found more shoes i wanna get!
FUCK im gonna be super broek if i buy all of these...these are my secondary plan of actions getting shoes
IF
i get those other ones first....and have EXTRA money hah


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was so bored at work i decided to edit all on the names on my
cell and add everyones last names lol got all except 3 haha*random*
***
man i finally decided to use my man balls to speak up
and now me and rach are talking again which is
fucknig SWEEEETTT so happy =D and i also tried 
to engage in a conversation with the other people 
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now begins the hardest part of all
the battle against myself
battling my mind argh
i just gotta fix this damnit!

so yeah i met someone new today
trish =D
thats about it

...and its just ahrd to start talknig to you people once again like how we used to