as simple as it is impossible ( Read more... )

everytime i really need him , he comes running to me to save me from the world ive created. And its now that ive realized this that ive also realized how fucking scared i am. so very very scared.

boreDUMB ( Read more... )

sobriety...
and nothing to show for it but nothing.
i dont have anything.... but a clean date.
if i cuttt myself in half , maybe then id have a friend....maybe.

im always doing it.
picking at my skin thinking how easy it would be to get it off.
i did everything i said i would....except the part that actually mattered.
you know that line......."i hate myself and i want to die"?
that is not me

things arent all bad...the way my words bleed only pump from a broken heart [ that i gave to myself ( Read more... )

my life is twisted up ugly.
i wish i had justifiable reasons to back up all the stupid snarl girl things i do. that ive done.
all i can do right now is stand way back and look out across the sea of mess ive made. through swollen salty eyes i see blood stains- smeared vomit-the burning carcass of my heart. im losing the battle. but im the only one ( Read more... )

just like heaven ( Read more... )

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things are just too sweet or too sour ( Read more... )