when we took ecstacy and we came home from partying it up all night at jasons houseee and then you parked your camaro put on the be quiet and drive and held me.. remember? then when the song was over we went inside and tried to chill but we were too excited for anything so we climbed onto your roof and watched the sunset... that was soooo amazing. ( Read more... )

I stayed awake all morning waiting for your phone call, I just couldn't sleep.. every time I shut my eyes and began to dream all I had were nightmeres playing in my head.. I wanted to cry, but I stayed strong like you tell me to.. I drank the ocean in my sleep because i dreamed you were drowning and screaming for me. I'm not what you want me to be ( Read more... )

Its a really bad feeling to Love someone who can't love you back. I mean we were together for a reason. and I feel like people just keep fading farther and farther away from me. Thats okay though, because in the end all I see is reality in everyones eyes. especially yours. In the end this is what im left with, nothing but a very bad headache and a ( Read more... )

I feel like every person I talk to isnt hearing a word i'm saying. Some look in confusion and wonder whats really going on in my head? Honest to God I couldn't tell you, because you wouldn't be able to the fathom the things I see, think, or feel inside. I keep everything bottled up. I'm pretty sure thats unhealthy, but its for the better. Im ( Read more... )

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woooooooah, I havent loooked @ this thing in foreverrr. I think i'm going to start writing in it again, I miss it.. and it really helps to just let everything out, because most of the time I feel like the people who are supposed to be listening are'nt hearing me at all.... sooo add me, comment me, whatever.. leave love. cozzz im back lovaaaas ;)

you came back, again.

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the last few days have been pretty krunk, i'll have to admit that the first few days of spring break were kind of boring but i met up with two old friends who used to be my bestfriends and had an amazing time with them, its funny how things change and people drift apart. you hardly notice ( Read more... )

its been a while since ive poured my mindless feelings onto this white spread ( Read more... )

dear everyone ( Read more... )