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I feel like every person I talk to isnt hearing a word i'm saying. Some look in confusion and wonder whats really going on in my head? Honest to God I couldn't tell you, because you wouldn't be able to the fathom the things I see, think, or feel inside. I keep everything bottled up. I'm pretty sure thats unhealthy, but its for the better. Im currently trying to put the pieces that are scattered around in my brain back together. This might take a while.. haha
Soooo today was okay, i'm a little bummed out that I didnt really get to handout with someone today, but he's way too into his something else to even face reality at this point. I hate being second to anyone. I need constant affection and I absolutely hate it. I don't like a lot of things about myself. I wish I could wake up as a better person, but things like this take time... too much time.
thats all for now, i'm sure i'll write again in a day or two.
Soooo today was okay, i'm a little bummed out that I didnt really get to handout with someone today, but he's way too into his something else to even face reality at this point. I hate being second to anyone. I need constant affection and I absolutely hate it. I don't like a lot of things about myself. I wish I could wake up as a better person, but things like this take time... too much time.
thats all for now, i'm sure i'll write again in a day or two.