Last nights thoughts...
I stayed awake all morning waiting for your phone call, I just couldn't sleep.. every time I shut my eyes and began to dream all I had were nightmeres playing in my head.. I wanted to cry, but I stayed strong like you tell me to.. I drank the ocean in my sleep because i dreamed you were drowning and screaming for me. I'm not what you want me to be, should i be sorry for that? I pulled you out of the blue when I saved you, but you asked to go back to the sea. You said you'd hide in the deep and they won't find you. And its okay to be so afriad, its okay. I thought of the perfect thing to say but my tongues broken loose from my head. Its a shame cause it would of fixed everything, thats what I'd like to believe. And its okay. I hope you feel better soon, I hope you do. Then we can go outside again. You won't have to be so afraid of me. And I can pretend that I won't blame myself for this anymore. I hope you feel better soon, hope you do. You can learn to love again soon. I know you feel like hiding now. I wish that I could hide with you.