It has been awhile since I was here,yes.Nothing nuch to report that I care to put in here.Spring is coming.Snow melted and anymore we get will not last or stay.So that's about it ( Read more... )

[27 Jan 2005|02:59pm ( Read more... )

Here we are in Nov. already. the nights get darker sooner. The stores are way too early with holiday decor. and it is the season of my parents taking thier leave of us.And they wonder why i get moody? hmmmmmm. Halloween was too quiet ,with all the kids too grown up to bother with an old aunt like me. The kids who came to our house for treats were ( Read more... )

Happy one year Anniversary to my beautiful daughter and her very special man . They have known each other for longer ,but today Oct. 13th is the one year mark for them as a couple. I am happy for both of them and I know you all wish them continued love and happiness for the future. None of us can predict what lies ahead in our lives. We just do the ( Read more... )

I have been feeling like things were not good for awhile. Work was my sanctuary til recently, when everyone seemed to be heading for a train wreck.The 2 yahoo's I work for are having all kinda big discussions about theier futures in medicine and negotiations with the hospital and getting crankier to us by the day. It all came to a head on Mon. when ( Read more... )

I have another headache and this time my blood pressure is up. Too much drama and too many fears in my life and in this world. somebody hand me the gun.....no wait i meant the aspirin!

Am just wondering why I still go online anymore. One of the big things I was hoping to do was to find lotsa people with similar interests to talk with . I have a couple people in the 2 years I've been doing this but for the most part noone is ever on when I am on my very small buddy list. As I sit here tonite,not one of the buddies is around,none ( Read more... )

It always amazes me,altho it shouldn't,how much better work makes me feel. I am appreciated there and people actually think I know what I am talking about.Imagine that.Had a good 2 days and then to top it off 2 things happened.First off Jeanne and I went to the store then got a bite to eat after work. Secondly we Did get an invite to Shannan's ( Read more... )

I really hate it when I get this way.I feel totally unloved and unloveable. My thoughts are jumbled and they go around in circles.I'm tired and grouchy all the time.Even my job is beginning to be no fun anymore.Depressed you say? Am already on drugs.Thought this puter thing would be a great way to connect with people and make new friends.That has ( Read more... )

Hoping spring will rescue me from the dullness in my head. Waiting to see the sun stay long enough to warm us. Needing to be held and loved by all who say they love me.Giving my life a look over and thinking I would change very little.I would marry the man I adore and have a kid. Maybe 2 if I had finished younger in our lives.I would prob live in ( Read more... )