Random thoughts and life

Oct 05, 2004 22:43

I have been feeling like things were not good for awhile. Work was my sanctuary til recently, when everyone seemed to be heading for a train wreck.The 2 yahoo's I work for are having all kinda big discussions about theier futures in medicine and negotiations with the hospital and getting crankier to us by the day. It all came to a head on Mon. when nothing I did was good enough for you know who. By lunch time I was sick and hurting and ready to quit. I went home last night and was mainly ok( with a very minor drama to add to my day). No biggie but we all know that proverbial last straw.Well, I went to bed and when I was on my way out to go to work Nikki was listening to me saying how after 18 years ,the job I loved was now a job I did not want to go to.She looked at me and said"your back must be really bothering you lately. It's not allowing things to roll off it these days so easily".I drove the whole way to work remembering he has always been like this and why now was I putting up with it when I had always been able to give back as good as he gave.So...i said Hell No.......today was a whole different day and i think he was even glad I was back and sparring was better than the way it had been the day before. Now you know the rest of the stooory.Thanks my daughter.
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