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Hoping spring will rescue me from the dullness in my head. Waiting to see the sun stay long enough to warm us. Needing to be held and loved by all who say they love me.Giving my life a look over and thinking I would change very little.I would marry the man I adore and have a kid. Maybe 2 if I had finished younger in our lives.I would prob live in warmer climate year round but that is a minor concern.I would be a nurse too but would have stayed in home care if I could have gone right into it after I graduated from school.I love OBGYN but I love the elderly a whole lot. I get grumpy when I miss a visit with them.It fills my soul to talk and hold the hand of a person who appreciates that I am there to be a friend.Speaking of friends.......I am starting to get more replies from a pen pal site I joined. Am IM'ing now with a lady from there.Wrote replies to a couple more from the site tonite also.Yahoo cooperated for a change.
Well,hope no more meltdowns for awhile.Last nite was a sudden surprise.Worried about Nikki and her health.Worried that Chris is having probs with us being moody and melting down.I know he is only human and it wears on people to watch and get the brunt of it.Am hoping he loves her enough and has hung in there for a year so fa,so will continue to be strong and understanding.That he can do what he needs to to keep his sanity but still come back every day with love in his heart.Dad and I have been doing that for 18 years and are still in love with the special person she is .My hope is that he continues to do it as he sees fit,but keeps loving as hard as she needs.And that she keeps loving him as hard as he needs also.
Planning our 30th Anniversary this 22nd of March. As usual,we are stuck with what do we want to do.At least we can eat out if we chose...he even mentioned getting it to take to the ocean ....cold to go ouside but the water is beautiful from the car windows.Any ideas?
Well love to all and a good night.Hang in there with me....we can do it together.
Well,hope no more meltdowns for awhile.Last nite was a sudden surprise.Worried about Nikki and her health.Worried that Chris is having probs with us being moody and melting down.I know he is only human and it wears on people to watch and get the brunt of it.Am hoping he loves her enough and has hung in there for a year so fa,so will continue to be strong and understanding.That he can do what he needs to to keep his sanity but still come back every day with love in his heart.Dad and I have been doing that for 18 years and are still in love with the special person she is .My hope is that he continues to do it as he sees fit,but keeps loving as hard as she needs.And that she keeps loving him as hard as he needs also.
Planning our 30th Anniversary this 22nd of March. As usual,we are stuck with what do we want to do.At least we can eat out if we chose...he even mentioned getting it to take to the ocean ....cold to go ouside but the water is beautiful from the car windows.Any ideas?
Well love to all and a good night.Hang in there with me....we can do it together.