Funny how things change so damn quickly. I went over Sunday evening til Monday afternoon and everything seemed fine. Then I go over last night and it seems that any kind of relationship that might have been is now out of the question. I just don't understand. He told me that he's really busy and he's gonna be really busy for a long time and doesn't ( Read more... )

 Thanks for the comments guys. I need to stop being so damn self conscious about everything. I know that he doesn't think any of the things I imagine him thinking. Otherwise he wouldn't like me coming over so much, right?

So  I have a lawyer for my case now. Everything's being paid for by my insurance. Of course, I can't talk about it anymore. So that's that. The good thing is that some things are def in my favor so yay ( Read more... )

 So all's well again. I'm so up and down, it's ridiculous. I've hung out with Danny the past two evenings (and all day today) so I'm feeling a lot better about everything. He said something this morning that made me really happy too. It was something silly but I was just thinking about how it bodes well. He set up his apartment with a theater type ( Read more... )

I was looking at past updates from 4 years ago and saw this poem. It's really damn good. I like it a lot. I also found another one from Perks of Being a Wallflower and made it my away message.

The .38

I hear the man downstairs slapping the hell out of his adulteress wife again
I hear him push and shove her around the overcrowded room
I hear his wife ( Read more... )

          I'm feeling so sad for some reason. I actually know why it is. It's because I'm getting so paranoid about how Danny feels about me... like the whole status of our relationship. I could ask, and I think the answer would be that we're only seeing each other, but I can't bring myself to do that. I don't know how to do it without making ( Read more... )

I love how Steph called me and Nicolle out on our lack of updates. 
       I feel like I don't have much news because I see Danny (the boy) pretty infrequently. He lives far, but he finally came over to my apartment because I totally cleaned my room for the first time since August. yay me. So hopefully that means he will be coming over more. 
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I'm so afraid he's  gonna get tired of me. I don't know how to get the thoughts out of my head; I'm obsessing. I saw him Tuesday-Wednesday; I haven't talked to him since then though. I get so worried about that... but when I'm with him all those thoughts fly out of my mind. What do I do? How do I convince myself that everything's cool and he's just ( Read more... )

       I've been very happy recently... haven't really looked at this lately but I felt it was time to update and read about my friends' lives. I've been busy with school, my new job (as a DOG GROOMER, yay), and the only boy I've REALLY liked in 3.5 years. His name is Danny, and he's totally awesome. I've only known him for 2 weeks or something but ( Read more... )

              So this break has been fun. I went to the Oak Hills Tavern with some peeps from middle school/ Marshall. That was hilarious since Kylie was drunk, doing kareoke and acting out the songs. I saw this guy there that I worked with at Fiesta 16 in high school. I had the hugest crush on him so I was talking to him and all. Since I was drunk ( Read more... )