so i finally cleaned the basement today. cobb webs cobb webs cobbwebs and more damn cobb webs. came out good, the old man was happy with it. other than that not too much of ne thing else is goin on. found alot of rotted planking in the floors too. tommarow i think im going to tackle the attic. since dad had the roof redone, all the peices of ( Read more... )

so ya today was a good day. nya wants to get back together and just wing it this time instead of trying to plan life to a t, witch i knew she would eventually lol. id like to say that women are sooo predictable but more often than not, nahhhhhh they are sooooo not lol. im glad that she wants to make it work, i really do feel a strong bond with ( Read more... )

so i heard from the voice today. i was glad to hear back from him, gave me peace of mind that things are cool with us. his bday is this sunday, i gota get something, im trying to think of possibilities witch are next to endless so i should be able to figure somthing out. i heard some really interesting news yesterday. i guess matt capone is gay ( Read more... )

doors close and others open. i closed another door today with a few regrets. one in peticular was to not have loved as much as i should have. i have so much love to give yet i hold most of it back in fear that it is not wanted. in my quest for this love i have realized two things. 1, you must be honest, shit always comes back to bite you in the ( Read more... )

i think im going to get back into the habit of jotting down my thoughts and opinions in here, i find it to help me get a deeper look into what it is im trying to get at. recently i have found myself looking to the past for answers. it seems no matter what i do in life to better myslef i seem to make the same fuck ups. for the past year i have ( Read more... )

its been 128 weeks since i have graced this escape from reality with my presence. 128 weeks... has it been that long? in that time their have been changes. changes occur day to day without a notice in a short period of time without a second thought of what exactly is affected by such. we have seen the dawn of a new erra, hystory in the making ( Read more... )

so... i was on limewire trying desperatly to find all these country songs that i have been listening to on the radio for the past month but kept forgetting to get them, and i found the one that i was struggling to get. the 8th of november by big and rich. i dont know why but when i hear these lyrics i feal a spot in my heart open up that i havnt ( Read more... )

back again, i think i will use this more often, or for atleast while im stuck in the house. this week sucks. got shot friday afternoon, im in the damn hospital til monday, and monday night at home was the worst night. NO MORE MORPHENE!! they gave me perks but they just took the edge off. and the rest of the week ive been up walkin around all ( Read more... )

wow, forgot i had one of these. well i hope everyone is doing well in their summer endevours. mines been alright. got shot, coulda died according to some guy with a phd. im fine now though the bullit only went thru the liver so im just recovering now. i might try and keep up on entries in here. but im gone for now so take it easy.