Lol. Ok, so I'm gullible. Kyley totally got me to believe that we were gonna have a suprise wedding in Big Bear over Memorial Day weekend... I freaked. Had a great night, I decided it would be fun to grab some dinner and go up to PV and sit on the rocks and eat. We ended up hiking down this steep ass path down a cliff and eating chinese food on the ( Read more... )

I'm sick of the immaturity. Thats so typical, trying to make me feel like I didnt make her happy, like she always wanted out. Im not gonna play those games, she made me pretty happy. To be honest, no where near as happy as Kyley makes me, but ive avoided saying so, because I dont seek to tear Jessica down, or scar anything shes done for me. Its ( Read more... )

Ok... so I hate to admit it, but I'm a little upset about Jessica drifting. I always wanted her as a friend, but she doesnt want to be a friend I guess. Its all head games, bullshit, little comments, and excuses. Kyley put it perfectly last night, "I dont understand you, you tell her not to call you, then YOU talk to her." It made me realize how ( Read more... )

The ultimate sign of trust and love <3

Took care of something that needed to be done a couple nights =] Can you say "WE'RE UP?" As well as a mission last night, I was only part of the first 15 minutes though, lol. Things are good, except for the whole stuffy head, sinus headache, runny nose, cough my fuckin brains out thing im going through right now. Last night.... awesome. Was a long ( Read more... )

It get better everytime...

Wow. Thats all I can really say. I got hit with suprises left and right. Not only is Kyley a cheerleader, shes the damn varsity team captain! And anyone who knows me, know that I hate cheerleaders and the attitude that comes with them. Which brings me to my next point, she must be the exception to the rule, cuz she doesnt have the attitude. ( Read more... )

I think im being avoided. Isnt that shitty? Yeah, I thought so too.

Sometimes I hate the fact that i see things coming from a mile away. Jessica and I are ok now i guess. I dont see that much has changed, but whatever. Im not too worried about it cuz Jessica wont even put a dent in me and Kyley. Im pretty confident in our chances, we seem to be on the same page. Its a good start when you both want the same things ( Read more... )

I had a great night. Spent some time with Kyley and her friend. It was AWESOME. Shes so fun to be around. I spaced out towards the end cuz I was so happy. So then when we left her friends house so i could take her home, we sat out in front of her house and talked for almost 2 hours. We had "the talk." About what we want, need, and were afraid of. ( Read more... )